Hate Myself - Vicky Chen (Hate Myself - 陳忻玥)

我不敢繼續幻想
Wo bu gan ji xu huan xiang
對於他的渇望
Dui yu ta de ke wang
害怕太用力 想像
Hai pa tai yong li xiang xiang
理智會崩塌
Li zhi hui beng ta

這種感覺好爛
Zhe zhong gan jue hao lan
怎麼我手心一直冒汗
Zen me wo shou xin yi zhi mao han
逃避你眼神凝望
Tao bi ni yan shen ning wang
Oh I hate myself

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假如將自己綑綁
Jia ru jiang zi ji kun bang
就能抵抗慾望的試探
Jiu neng di kang yu wang de shi tan
為什麼我躺在你身旁
Wei shen me wo tang zai ni shen pang
想著他的臉龐
Xiang zhe ta de lian pang

假如將自己鬆綁
Jia ru jiang zi ji song bang
就像在你身上開一槍
Jiu xiang zai ni shen shang kai yi qiang
反正一切不會被原諒
Fan zheng yi qie bu hui bei yuan liang
這寂寞的苦難 我會自己去扛
Zhe ji mo de ku nan wo hui zi ji qu kang

我不是沒有妄想
Wo bu shi mei you wang xiang
跟他一起流浪
Gen ta yi qi liu lang
不管世俗的 眼光
Bu guan shi su de yan guang
來一場逃亡
Lai yi chang tao wang

這種想法好爛
Zhe zhong xiang fa hao lan
明明和你睡同一張床
Ming ming he ni shui tong yi zhang chuang
揮之不去的遐想
Hui zhi bu qu de xia xiang
Oh I hate myself

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假如將自己鬆綁
Jia ru jiang zi ji song bang
就像在你身上開一槍
Jiu xiang zai ni shen shang kai yi qiang
反正一切不會被原諒
Fan zheng yi qie bu hui bei yuan liang
這寂寞的苦難
Zhe ji mo de ku nan

人類對情感的貪婪
Ren lei dui qing gan de tan lan
一念地獄一念天堂
Yi nian di yu yi nian tian tang

誠實坦白你聽了會心碎
Cheng shi tan bai ni ting le hui xin sui
拖泥帶水我愛到好疲憊
Tuo ni dai shui wo ai dao hao pi bei
為什麼這該死的愛 總事與願違
Wei shen me zhe gai si de ai zong shi yu yuan wei

我將自己綑綁
Wo jiang zi ji kun bang
抵抗魔鬼的試探
Di kang mo gui de shi tan
是不是折斷翅膀
Shi bu shi zhe duan chi bang
就不嚮往飛翔
Jiu bu xiang wang fei xiang

反正都那麼不堪
Fan zheng dou na me bu kan
狠下了心結束這荒唐
Hen xia le xin jie shu zhe huang tang
懲罰倒是讓人更心安
Cheng fa dao shi rang ren geng xin an
這寂寞的苦難 我會自己去扛
Zhe ji mo de ku nan wo hui zi ji qu kang

Oh I hate myself
For the wrong that I've done to you
For the things that he has been through